ah the feelings back..  dont you just love being unwanted? when you feel like all your friends left you and hate you for no reason…when you feel like you’re being backstabbed. when you use to always hear them talk shit about the school’s loser and now you already know its your turn. when you know everyone is lying to you. and how everyone ignores you and tries to avoid you. i just really wanna push all that feeling away. it hurts. a lot. bleh, idk what to do anymore.. it wasnt such a good idea to have ‘friends’ now. everythings just fucked up now. next time, dont be cool around me if you’re not. please. dont make it look like a joke when its not. im always surrounded by liars, backstabbers, people that make mean jokes that secretly hurts you deep inside. and all you do is act like you;re okay. and because of that i rather be alone.